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mardi, octobre 26, 2004
putus cinta, sejuta rasanya..
ko belakangan kebayang mau putus ya? semakin hari aku semakin merasa ragu.. sebenernya dia tertekan nga sih jalan sama aku? karena aku sendiri merasa tertekan dengan apa yang ada dalam fikiran-fikiranku.. rasanya aku pengin lepasin dia aja.. aku pengin berhenti nyakitin dia.. berkali aku nyakitin dia, aku juga nyakitin diriku sendiri.. berkali aku tau itu nyakitin dia, tapi tetap aku lakukan.. duh, Gusti! kenapa ya? aku bahkan nga mampu melawan diriku sendiri untuk tidak melakukannya.. mungkin ada benarnya untuk tidak perlu menjadi transparan?
kalau aku yang sendirian mungkin tidak mengapa.. tapi kalau dia, dia nga akan sendirian.. dia punya banyak orang yang menyayangi dia.. lebih baik aku lepas dia untuk mereka yang tidak akan pernah menyakiti dia?

seriously,
aku mau berhenti nyakitin dia..
mungkin putus lebih baik?
atau ada jalan lain?
posted by clodi @ 20:15  
3 Comments:
  • At 9:07 PM, Blogger Gamal said…

    saran gw sih nyari pacar baru dulu, abis itu putus kekekekekekekek :p

     
  • At 5:54 AM, Anonymous Anonyme said…

    To call it enough would always be a piece of cake. The real challenge is not to quit when everything seems to be against you, and life seemed to be more comfortable if you quit. Cinta adalah paradoks terbesar, anyway :)

     
  • At 8:51 AM, Blogger Pojok Hablay said…

    putus atau enggak, kudu diputusin dengan kepala dingin, clod. inget2 kenapa memulai hubungan ini, inget2 semua hal yang memicu banyak hal indah, dan inget2 juga apa betul tujuan di ujung itu emang udah gak bisa dicapai? ayo ayooo, tanyain aja ke orangnya, pasti bisa diselesein

     
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after he took my hand and promised to share his life with me, i amazed that my life finally went straight to his heart..
after she's born, i learned to love my life..
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