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| vendredi, août 27, 2004 |
 everyone, say "cheese" |
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| jeudi, août 26, 2004 |
| Buruan CIUM Gue! |
kalo bayi aja sampai begini, gimana dengan ABG????
when kissing:
after kissing:
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| posted by clodi @ 13:22 |
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| vendredi, août 13, 2004 |
| baca pelan-pelan |
| ... baca pelan2 dan disambung hurufnya ...
" Diz ama ndu luka lasi ke rasak tiper gime nca rikit absuc iseda ngka nkerato lold anje lekse dangs ibukme ngej atul i sani ni "
ngerti kan? hehehe... |
| posted by clodi @ 11:42 |
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| ..in love.. |
" when you fall in love, it is a temporary madness,
it erupts like an earthquake then it subsides..
and when it subsides, you have to make a decision,
you have to work out,
whether your roots have become so entwined together,
that is inconceivable that you should ever part,
because this is what love is..
..love is not breathlesness,
it is not excitement, it is not the desire to meet every second of the day..
it is not lying awake at night,
imagining that he is kissing every part of your body..
that is just being in love,
which any of us can convince ourselves we are..
love itself is what is left over,
when being in love has burned away..
doesn't sound very exciting, does it?
but it is..
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| posted by clodi @ 09:31 |
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| jeudi, août 12, 2004 |
| dipanggil tante... |
ada anak kolega disini yang dateng, tiba2 dia nanya,"tante, komputer ini pake password yah???"
denger kata "tante" ko aku kerasa merinding..???
aiiiih... ternyata aku udah tua yah...?
hix...
p.s mungkin udah saatnya aku merahasiakan berapa umurku HUAHAHAHAHA!!
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| posted by clodi @ 15:42 |
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| A Lover's Concerto |
by Chen Kelly
* How gentle is the rain, that falls softly on the meadow. Birds high up on the trees, serenade the clouds with their melodies *
Repeat *
Oh... See there beyond the hills, the bright colors of the rainbow. Some magic from above. Made this day for us, just to fall in love. You'll hold me in your arms, and say once again you'll love me. And that your love is true, everything will be just as wonderful.
Now, I belong to you, from this day until forever. Just love me tenderly and I'll give to you every part of me. Oh! Don't ever make me cry, through long lonely nights without us. Be always true to me, keep this day in your heart eternally. You'll hold me in your arms, and say once again you love me. And that your love is true, everything will be just as wonderful
..... and i replied him with this
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| posted by clodi @ 14:37 |
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| Because of You |
by Keith Martin
Verse 1:
...oh yah, oh yah...
If ever you wondered if you touched my soul yes you do
Since I met you I'm not the same
You bring life to everything I do
Just the way you say hello
With one touch I can't let go
Never thought I'd fall in love with you...
Chorus:
Because of you, my life has changed, thank you for the love and joy you bring
Because of you, I feel no shame, I'll tell the world it's because of you
Verse 2:
Sometimes I get lonely and all I gotta do is think of you
You captured something inside of me
You make all of my dreams come true
It's not enough that you love me for me
You reached inside and touched me eternally
I love you best explains how I feel for you...
Chorus:
Because of you, my life has changed, thank you for the love and joy you bring
Because of you, I feel no shame, I'll tell the world it's because of you
Bridge:
The magic in your eyes
True love I can't deny
When you hold me I just lose control
I want you to know that I'm never letting go
You mean so much to me I want the world to see,
It's because of you
Chorus:
Because of you, my life has changed, thank you for the love and the joy you bring
Because of you, I feel no shame, I'll tell the world it's because of you
My life has changed thank you for the love and the joy you bring
Because of you, I feel no shame, I'll tell the world it's because of you...
this morning, he sent me this... merci, cheri..
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| posted by clodi @ 10:28 |
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| mardi, août 10, 2004 |
| une rose seule.. |
Caligramme en forme de rose - 1674
Une rose seule, c'est toutes les roses... Rainer Maria RILKE (1875-1926)
Une rose seule, c'est toutes les roses.. et celle-ci: l'irremplaçable, le parfait, le souple vocable encadré par le texte des choses. Comment jamais dire sans elle ce que furent nos espérances, et les tendres intermittences dans la partance continuelle.
(setangkai bunga mawar, merupakan keseluruhan bunga mawar)
...yang ini menggambarkan tidak-tergantikan, kesempurnaan, serta kelembutan yang tersaji dalam barisan kata-kata. Tidak pernah tersampaikan tanpa dia yang memiliki harapan-harapan kita serta tanpa dia yang memiliki kelembutan mendalam, sebagai bagian yang akan terus ada.. |
| posted by clodi @ 16:19 |
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| idealis |
kemaren aku abis bagi-bagi nilai.. hmm.. aku lulus, sih..
mestinya seneng dong? iya, seneng.. tapi sebel juga..
critanya begini,
ujian final bahasa perancis kemaren, aku mencoba ideal.. ngerjain sendiri.. nga buka kamus, asli sendiri deh dengan bego-begonya gue lah.. hehe.. nah, udah pasrah gimana-pun hasilnya...
ternyata waktu kemaren bagi nilai, hik.. nilai gue paling jelek... sedih juga, karena keteledoran gue nga ngebaca instruksi jadi kehilangan sekian point..
tapi yang paling bikin sebel adalah sekelompok murid yang kerjasama dan buka kamus.. (well, emang sih buka kamus nga dilarang..) tapi buat aku (mestinya) yang penting kan latihan.. hehe.. rasanya ko nga percaya ada beberapa murid yang bisa dapet nilai segitu... tapi ya sudahlah.. terang aja nilai mereka deketan, jawabannya sama semua.. hehehe...
tapi ko susah yah menghibur hati ini, bahwa yang aku lakukan itu baik sebenernya.. tetep aja kerasa sebel karena mereka dapet nilai yang (tentu aja!) lebih bagus... rasanya ko nga rela, ko kaya dicurangi, ko kaya...
mungkin ini resiko bersikap idealis yah?
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| posted by clodi @ 13:14 |
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| vendredi, août 06, 2004 |
| ways to move the relationship |
from one of just romance to a deeper, lasting love
- Remember the importance of marriage. Realize that God intended marriage to be the foundation of human society. Know that your faithfulness and fruitfulness in marriage will have a significant impact not just on you and your spouse's lives, but on many other people for a long time to come. Decide to choose the best partner and work hard at building a thriving marriage.
- Seek your parents' guidance. Seriously consider your parents' thoughts and feelings about potential mates. Know that, while you should never be forced to bow to their decisions, you should pay attention to what they have to say because of their love, wisdom, and experience.
- Look to your will, not just your emotions. Understand that love isn't just a feeling, but a decision to act in love toward another person. Decide to commit yourself to your spouse and serve him or her daily. Expect that, as you serve, you will discover joy that flows deeper than any romantic feeling. If you're not yet married, don't let emotion sway you into making a lifetime commitment to someone before you've been able to think and pray enough about your decision. Be sure that the person you say, "I do" for is the person for whom you're willing to say, "I don't" to everyone else. Be sure that you're willing to make the personal sacrifices necessary to build a new, shared life with your partner where each of you surrender your own wills to God's will.
- Be kind to each other. No matter what kinds of struggles you may face, know that there is never any reason to be unkind to each other. Understand that your words and actions have great power to either encourage or wound your spouse. Decide to cherish your partner, and ask the Holy Spirit to help you be kind each day as you interact with him or her.
- Give your partner the gift of sexual purity. Remember that God Himself dwells in our bodies in the form of the Holy Spirit. Take care of the body He has made for you, and respect its sanctity. Guard your emotions as well, so you can be free to focus them on your beloved without being haunted by someone else. Remove yourself from temptations that can lure you into making destructive decisions about sex. Set boundaries to maintain sexual purity.
- Prepare for marriage responsibly. Consider the responsibilities involved before getting married. Expect that marriage will cost you everything, but that it will be worth it. Be sure that you're willing to invest your entire life into your marriage, spending the time and energy necessary to build a real home together. If you will be the major breadwinner, be sure you're at peace with the extra expenses you will incur. Get the best premarital counseling you can. Appreciate the differences in each other's personalities and backgrounds. Learn how to resolve conflict effectively.
- Develop healthy spiritual habits. Begin each day with time in prayer. Read and study the Bible on a regular basis. Become actively involved in a local church. Grow toward God together, and you'll discover that you're growing closer to each other as well.
- See the face of God when you look at your spouse. Remember that God has made your partner in His image. Receive your husband or wife as a gift from God, and ask the Holy Spirit to constantly reveal your spouse's good qualities to you. Focus on those good points and accept your partner's flaws, remembering that we all have flaws in our fallen world and that God loves us unconditionally.
Adapted from "I, Isaac, take Thee, Rebekah", copyright 2004 by Ravi Zacharias. Published by W Publishing Group, a division of Thomas Nelson, Inc., Nashville, Tn., www.wpublishinggroup.com |
| posted by clodi @ 13:26 |
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| error! |
duh, kayanya multiply jadi demen error kaya friendster |
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| jeudi, août 05, 2004 |
| Je vous remercie ....... |
"Je vous remercie par avance de votre réponse et vous prie d'agréer, Monsieur/Madame, l'espression de ma considération distinguée"
ini yang namanya cloture surat resmi kalo dalam bahasa perancis.. semacam bahasa baku, yang kalo di bahasa kita:
"Kami haturkan terima kasih atas perhatian Bapak/Ibu" well, sort of lahh...
cloture ini juga yang mati-matian aku hafal waktu mau ujian DELF kemaren, karena aku yakin banget: PASTI DISURUH NULIS SURAT RESMI!
oke, dengan sukses menghafalnya.. yang bikin aku mati kutu justru waktu itu disuruh nulis SURAT LAMARAN! dan mesti pake curriculum vitae pula! SKAK MAT!
malah cv-nya fake lagi.. aku mesti menjadi seseorang yang mau ngelamar kerja jadi asisten produser rekaman.... aih, vocabulary yang nga pernah kepikiran buat cari tau... jelas mati kutu...
udah lah, aku mesti belajar nih! sore ini aku ujian perancis....
guys, dites-moi 'bonne chance' yah? (maksudnya, wish me luck, gitu....)
ciaooooooooooooooo! |
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| mercredi, août 04, 2004 |
| Breaking Up? |
banyak ngerenung ampe nga bisa tidur tadi malem.. kepikiran, kenapa aku jadi tergantung banget sama kamu ya? padahal berjuta-juta tahun sebelumnya aku bisa survive hidup sendiri.. ko sejak punya pacar jadi lemah gini? berharap terlalu banyak juga dari pacar.. nyusahin hati kamu berjuta-juta kali, berjuta-juta kali pula bikin kamu minta maaf atas "dosa-dosa" yang sebenernya nga nyata.. dan bukan milik kamu...
aku emang payah!
soal ke kawinan itu, lupain aja.. aku udah males mikir dateng ke kawinan siapa-siapa sekarang.. emang dari berjuta-juta tahun yang lalu juga aku benci pergi ke pesta.. dulu, waktu udah jalan sama kamu aku pikir bakal menyenangkan kali yah? ternyata? lagi-lagi mimpi bodoh yang sepantasnya milik ABG... dan bukan milik seorang wanita (DEWASA!) yang udah berumur 25 (oke, sebentar lagi 26) tahun!
aku emang payah!
maaf yah, udah ngerepotin kamu selama bulan-bulan ini.. liat kamu makan tadi dan kringetan rasanya pengin cepet" ngebasuh keringet kamu seperti biasa, tapi ego ini.. alamaaak! entahlah aku nga tau sebaiknya (or, SEHARUSNYA!) merasa gimana tentang kamu, yang pasti aku merasa bersalah karna udah berjuta-juta kali bikin kamu sedih.. sepertinya menangispun aku udah males.. marah juga bikin capek...
aku emang payah!
berjuta-juta kali aku pikir aku nga mungkin jadi kayak gini, aku nga mungkin bisa marah" gini ke kamu, aku nga mungkin bisa terlalu mencintai seseorang, aku nga mungkin bisa terlalu tergantung sama seseorang... maaf yah, sayang.. mungkin aku emang mesti ke psikiater kali yah?
aku emang payah!
jadi keinget film "breaking up"-nya Salma Hayek dan Entah Siapa Itu.. (kayanya aku pernah deh cerita ke kamu, itu juga kalo kamu emang dengerin aku..) hampir selalu mereka bertengkar, yah kayak gini... dengan masalah-masalah yang sebenernya nga nyata.. tapi sebenernya mereka itu saling cinta banget! saking butuhnya sampe mereka lupa sama kebutuhan mereka akan satu sama lain.. bodoh yah?! tapi mungkin aku sedang ngerasa kaya gini.. saking aku butuhnya kamu, aku malah bersikap seperti nga butuh kamu! sampe akhirnya mereka putus, dengan reason yang sampe mereka tua mereka nga bisa ngejelasin kenapa mereka mesti berpisah...
ada kutipan yang aku inget dari cerita itu:
" with you, I am so lost..
I lost myself, my life, my job..
my everything..
what can I do if we ever split up?
I will be lost!
cause I had lost.. myself... "
en fait,
aku nga mau berakhir kaya gini.. tapi aku nga tau mesti bagaimana?
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| friendster VS multiply |
VS 
abis heboh maenan friendster, sekarang people being busy (maksudnya, orang2 yang keseringan ngga ada kerjaan sih.. :p) maenan MULTIPLY.COM udah pada tau blum? nah loh, kalo belum... coba visit deh..
pada prinsipnya sih mirip dengan friendster.. tapi hal yang di share lebih banyak.. bisa foto, review (buku, film, anything!), recipe bahkan kalo mo jualan juga bisa.. nga perlu dengan satu format "bulletin board" andalan friendster..
tapi yang ini lebih ngerepotin, soalnya semuamuamuanya (bahkan untuk edit relationship dengan satu orang aja) mesti minta approval lewat email... emang enak sih, kita nga perlu langsung akses ke multiply.com yang bikin window jadi terlalu banyak... cukup dengan akses ke email kita aja..
tapi sialnya, bayangin nga? kalo temen kita (contact) sampe ratusan seperti yang beberapa orang punya di friendster, dalam sehari (misalnya aja) pada change relationship... JEBOL dong email kita.. heheheh!! bisa-bisa 100MB yang dikasih ama yahoo nga bakalan cukup buat nampung...
tapi so far.. mendingan nulis blog kali yah?
hayooooooo, RAME-RAME BIKIN  hehehehe.... meski nge-blog emang rada ngejelimet, tapi serunya memancing kreativitas juga! |
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| lundi, août 02, 2004 |
| Republik TOGOG! |
pentas ke-103,
ck! ck! ck! banyak juga ya? yang aku ikuti baru 2, Teater Kecoa dan Republik TOGOG.. emang seru sih pentas Teater Koma ini.. panggungnya yang megah, para pemain yang bersuara lantang, musik yang kreatif, cerita yang penuh "arti" heheh! hebatt! four thumbs up deh!
tapiiii, penampilan tadi malam rasanya kok kurang menarik yah? ceritanya seru tapi penyampaiannya kurang to the point, terlalu banyak berkata-kata.. aku jadi sedikit bosan, dan.... tertidur! heheh.. suaranya juga kurang terdengar (untungnya aku duduk di depan, jadi bangku alfabet susunan bangku itu dihitung dari depan, bukan dari belakang seperti di bioskop pada umumnya...) beberapa pemain bernyanyi, mestinya melihat kondisi ruangan yang cukup luas, lebih baik menonjolkan volume dan bukan pitch control, heheh... anyway, sindirannya oke juga! tapi buat aku yang kurang mengenal tokoh-tokoh perwayangan sedikit terkecoh dengan Gatot Koco dengan balutan ulos di kepalanya..
jadi inget teater kecil kami dulu.. (duh, kangen!) tapi teater kami teater apa adanya, dengan kostum sekali pakai.. hehe karena semua terbuat dari kertas-kertas karton.. inget koko yang harus berkostum robot dengan tempelan kertas kilat warna silver mengharuskan dia BERDIRI, sementara jadual acara diundur sampe sekian jam.. duh! tapi kenangan dengan teater kecil itu sangat berharga.. ada koko, daniel, ivan, ocps, tungting, mual, ing (alm.), andy.. kumpulan manusia-manusia absurd dengan segudang khayalan dan sejuta mimpi.. wah, makin kangen!
hoi, bengkel-ers.. dimana kalian??????? |
| posted by clodi @ 09:46 |
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| DOOR PRIZE! |
berapa kali menang door prize?
waaaah, berkali-kali...
dulu sampe di black-list di radio, nga bole lagi ikutan kuiz karna menang melulu, huehehehe.. sampe diajak on-air segala, karna keseringan menang mereka jadi penasaran.. jadi ngambil hadiahnya yah waktu acara kuiz berlangsung...
seneng?
BANGET!
jadi inget bébé tadi malem, akhirnya he FINALLY BROKE THE MYTH that HE CAN'T NEVER WIN ANY DOOR PRIZE! whoaaa.... seneng liat bébé yang senyum-senyum sumringah tadi malem... nga sia-sia kita nonton Republik TOGOG tadi malem, dan duduk di kursi B-18/20 yah?
anyway,
tapi apa kita bisa cukup beruntung untuk dapet AVANZA dari dua kupon kuiz gramedia yang kita isi kemaren sore itu?
well, qui sait?!
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| posted by clodi @ 09:04 |
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after he took my hand and promised to share his life with me, i amazed that my life finally went straight to his heart..
after she's born, i learned to love my life..
the way they moved, the way they cried, the way they laughed, the way they did everything.. gave me strenght, gave me spirit, gave me hope!
i dedicate my life to the loving father and my lovely baby..
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| About Me |
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Name: clodi
Home: South Jakarta, DKI Jakarta, Indonesia
About Me: ..an absurd human being sophisticated in her moods, having a horse sign reflecting elegance, independence, friendliness, and loyalty... yet helpful and constantly on the move, also enjoys experimenting with new things or meeting new people.
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