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| vendredi, août 26, 2005 |
 habis gelap, terbitlah terang |
mati lampu!
gelap sekali!
aku tak bisa melihat apa pun..
sepi..
...
hingar bingar sejenak menghilang..
aku takut!
kupegang sisi tempat tidurku,
kucoba menggapai tempat aku menaruh lilin,
berusaha mencari-cari,
sekali tersandung,
kemudian terjatuh...
sakit!
lilin memang sudah kuraih,
tapi aku tak punya pemantik!
dalam gelap,
kucoba diam,
tenangkan fikiran,
menikmati hitam,
dan perlahan,
hitam memudar,
kulihat beberapa bayang,
meja belajar, pintu, dan jendela,
takutku langsung buyar,
ketika gelap,
dan hitam,
tidak tinggal selamanya,
kuhela nafas lega,
cukup tenang sebentar,
semua bisa berjalan normal..
perubahan,
tak banyak orang yang suka akan itu,
saat ia datang,
ribuan sesal di sekeliling memburu,
aku mencoba mengelus dada,
membayangkan seperti baru mati lampu,
lalu mencoba tenang sebentar,
hayo, hayo jangan panik dulu,
siapa tau tidak seperti yang mereka bilang,
sambut dulu bos yang baru...
*tapi jangan ngepul terus dong, pak bos...*
 met weeeeeeekend, everyone.... |
posted by clodi @ 10:22  |
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after he took my hand and promised to share his life with me, i amazed that my life finally went straight to his heart..
after she's born, i learned to love my life..
the way they moved, the way they cried, the way they laughed, the way they did everything.. gave me strenght, gave me spirit, gave me hope!
i dedicate my life to the loving father and my lovely baby..
bisous! |
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Name: clodi
Home: South Jakarta, DKI Jakarta, Indonesia
About Me: ..an absurd human being sophisticated in her moods, having a horse sign reflecting elegance, independence, friendliness, and loyalty... yet helpful and constantly on the move, also enjoys experimenting with new things or meeting new people.
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